I dint hav any tym to mourn 4 my hindi xam blunder.... English ws jst a day off... Bt i wasnt too worried... Aftrall, it ws jst english... Like hindi,, i nvr gave importance to questions in english.... Jst read d stories, as i luvd dem...
English xam ws jst OK,, it ws jst dis EWL remark dat kept bothering me both before and ftr d xam..... I overshot d wrd limits by huge margin....
Nxt was science,, rather general science.... I ws pretty confident of my success in dis paper.... Bt aftr such a downfall in all d rest, i dint wntd to take chances.... My notes were jst too gud n well framed.. Bt d thng iz, i cn nvr actually study wel during xams... Revision seemed so boring.... Datz y i wsh to hav stdied a li'l less dat year....
Lets skip 8 days, i already has become quite too long n boring.... It ws 24th march'07... I jst prayed to god to help me cmplete my paper accurately.... Well, there it ws again in frnt f me... I knew answr to ech of dose questns.... Full marks, i deserved... But wht i get is nvr realy d same as wht i deserve.... Cmpleting d paper in 2 hrs, i still had an xtra half an hour to revise... My mind strtd gambling.... Dere ws dis questn of optical disordr, carrying 5 marks, having 4 parts.,. Myopia bein d answr,, i nswrd all parts correctly... Bt during revision, i dnt knw smthng happend n i changd d other 3 parts jst to opposite.... Costing me ful 4 marks....
I came out n wen my frenz told me dat my 1st nswr ws correct,, i jst laughed and laughed ovr myself.....
In d lst paper f mcq on 28th, i scored full....
29th may'07... Result time.. I was at my nani's..... Dad called at around 10 in d mrning.... I remembr, i ws sitting wid a person who ws 98 years old,, at dat tym... He ws healthier dan a young person... He told me many fascinating things.... Dad strtd telling me... English 88, i thot wht iz dis... Heart drownd.... I ws shivering literally n maa held me... Hindi 91... I thot wow!! My literature mst hv been jst perfect... He cntinued... Huh!!! Dat subtrctn caused me 4 values.... Maths 96....
Social 98, i still don knw ny mstake... Lastly science 96,, those 4 marks.,, was all dat ws wrong.....
Everybody ws happy wid my result,, except me.... They jst saw wht i got... It was me,, who knew, wht it cud've been if luck was on syd.... Well dats how my 10th boards chapter closed.. Dis 10th result nvr realy helps u in anythng,, xcept telling to others n boasting....
Bt i still wish, i cud boast off wht i truly deservd...
Hope sumbody cud gv me another chnce to appear in dat 10th boards...
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